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WelaughedandcriedwhenIassedmyseniorfinals.TwodaysbeforegraduationItalkedtomymotherandfatheraboutBiblecollege.Iwantedtogo,butIwasafraid.
Momsaid,“AlyattheBibleInstituteinourtown.Youcanliveathome,andIllhelyou.”
Iutmyarmsaroundherandhuggedherclose,abaseball-sizedluminmythroat.
Aweekaftergraduation,mymomfeltastabbingaininherhead.Shebecamedisorientedforjustamoment,butseemedtobeallright.Itwasanothermigraine,shethought,soshewenttobed.ThatnightDadtriedtowakeher.Shewasunconscious.
Afewhourslater,awhite-coateddoctortoldusMomhadananeurysmthathadburst.Amassivehemorrhageleftusnohoe.Shediedtwodayslater.
Mygriefalmostdrownedme.ForweeksIwalkedthefloorallnight,sometimesweeing,sometimesstaringatnothing.DidIhaveafuturewithoutmymother?Shewasmyeyes,myunderstanding,mylife.ShouldIstillenrollinBibleschool?Thethoughtofgoingonalonefilledmewithterror.But,deeinside,IknewIhadtomoveontothenextste,forher.
WhenIbroughthomethefirstsemestersbooksandcourseoutlines,Isatinthechairatmylittledesk.Withtremblingfingers,Ioenedmyhistorybookandbegantoreadthefirstchater.Suddenly,Ilookedoveratthechairsheusedtositin.Itwasemty,butmyheartwasfull.
Momsrayersstillfollowedme.Icouldfeelherresence.Icouldsenseherfaith.
InmygraduationtestimonyIsaid,“ManyeolehadaartinmakingBiblecollegeasuccessforme.TheersonwhoheledmemostiswatchingfromHeaventonight.ToherIsay,‘Thankyou,Mom,forhavingfaithinGodandfaithinme.Youwillalwaysbewithme.’”
我跟着母親走進醫生辦公室,一屁股坐到母親旁邊的一把軟椅子上,感覺口乾舌燥。醫生沒有戴聽診器,他的房間裏滿是小裝置和小玩意兒,那是用來分析成績不好的學生是否具有學習障礙的。那天,他給我作了全面檢查。