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IlistenedtothemwhileIatemybreakfast,ayoungboyandaman,aarentlyfatherandson,ontheothersideofthewallinthesmokingsectionoftherestaurant。Theboysvoiceseemedsmallandquiet,inthatawkwardrangebetweenchildhoodanduberty。Themansvoiceboomedabnormallyloudincontrast。
Themanhaddonenothingduringallthattimebutdenigratehisson,belittlinghimforwantingtoliftweights,forwantingtoreadhisfathersnewsaer,foreverythinghedidandsaid。“Jerk,”Ithought,thenwasoverwhelmedbyawashofityfortheboy,alwaysseekingandneverwinninghisfathersaroval。Couldntthismanseewhathewasdoingtohisson?
“IthinkIcandoit,”theboymumbledinthatdull,beaten-downtone。Icouldvisualizehim,lookingdownatthetable,maybeblushing。Hisfatherlaughed,cruellyitseemedtome。Itwasalaughthattoldmethathehadnoconfidenceinhissonsabilitiesasclearlyasanywordscouldhave。
“Youaintsmartenough,”hetoldtheboydisaragingly,andtherewasanotherealofmockinglaughter。
Iwonderedthenwhatkindoflifethatboywouldhave。Hemustalreadyhavesufferedenoughdisarovalforalifetime。Withsoconsistentamessagethathewasafailure,howcouldheeverbeexectedtosucceed?
Onanafternoonwithnothingbutsortsontelevision,mymomandIhadwatchedadocumentaryononeofthefirststudentswhodshotuahighschool,killinghisarentsbeforehand。Thedocumentaryointedoutthathehadconsistentlyfailedateverythinghedtried,butdesitehisshortcomingshisarentshadbeenunflagginglysuortive。Hedsimlysnaedwhenhelosthisgirlfriend,brokenundertheweightofhisfailures。Inhisownwords,“Iwastiredoflettingeveryonedown。”
Ifthatkid,fromaloving,nurturingfamilycouldgoberserk,whatshouldweexectfromboysliketheoneinthenextroom,constantlybelittledbyhisfather?