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WhenIwasgrowingu,Iwasembarrassedtobeseenwithmyfather。Hewasseverelycriledandveryshort,andwhenwewouldwalktogether,hishandonmyarmforbalance,eolewouldstare。Iwouldinwardlysquirmattheunwantedattention。Ifheevernoticedorwasbothered,heneverleton。
Itwasdifficulttocoordinateourstes-hishalting,mineimatient-andbecauseofthat,wedidntsaymuchaswewentalong。Butaswestartedout,healwayssaid,“Yousettheace。Iwilltrytoadjusttoyou。”
Ourusualwalkwastoorfromthesubway,whichwashowhegottowork。Hewenttoworksick,anddesitenastyweather。Healmostnevermissedaday,andwouldmakeittotheofficeevenifotherscouldnot。Amatterofride。
Whensnoworicewasontheground,itwasimossibleforhimtowalk,evenwithhel。AtsuchtimesmysistersorIwouldullhimthroughthestreetsofBrooklyn,NY,onachildssleightothesubwayentrance。Oncethere,hewouldclingtothehandrailuntilhereachedthelowerstesthatthewarmertunnelairketicefree。InManhattanthesubwaystationwasthebasementofhisofficebuilding,andhewouldnothavetogooutsideagainuntilwemethiminBrooklynonhiswayhome。
WhenIthinkofitnow,Imarvelathowmuchcourageitmusthavetakenforagrownmantosubjecthimselftosuchindignityandstress。Andathowhedidit-withoutbitternessorcomlaint。
Henevertalkedabouthimselfasanobjectofity,nordidheshowanyenvyofthemorefortunateorable。Whathelookedforinotherswasa“goodheart”,andifhefoundone,theownerwasgoodenoughforhim。
NowthatIamolder,Ibelievethatisaroerstandardbywhichtojudgeeole,eventhoughIstilldontknowreciselywhata“goodheart”is。ButIknowthetimesIdonthaveonemyself。