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佚名nymous

Iwasninewhenmyfathersentmeflowers.Ihadbeentakingta-dancinglessonsforsixmonths，andtheschoolwasgivingitsyearlyrecital.Asanexcitedmemberofthebeginnerschorusline，Iwasawareofmylovelystatus.

Soitwasasurrisetohavemynamecalledoutattheendoftheshowalongwiththeleaddancesandtofindmyarmsfulloflongstemmedredroses.Icanstillfeelmyselfstandingonthatcasestage，blushingfuriouslyandgazingoverthefootlightstoseemyfathersgrinashealaudedloudly.

Thoseroseswerethefirstinaseriesoflargebouquetsthataccomaniedallthemilestonesinmylife.Theybroughtasenseofambivalence，ofbeingcaughtbetweenleasureandembarrassment.Ienjoyedthem，butflusteredbytheextravagance.

Notmyfather.Hedideverythinginabigway.Ifyousenthimtothebakeryforacake，hecamebackwiththree.Once，whenMothertoldhimneededanewartydress，hebroughthomeadozen.

Hisbehavioroftenleftuswithoutfundsforothermoreimortantthings.Afterthedressincident，therewasnomoneyforthewintercoatIreallyneededorthenewiceskatesIwanted.

SometimesIwouldbeangrywithhim，butnotforlong.Inevitablyhewouldbuymesomethingtomakeuwithme.ThegiftwassoaarentlyanoffendingoflovehecouldnotverbalizethatIwouldthrowmyarmsaroundhimandkisshim-anactthatundoubtedlyeretuatedhisbehavior.

Thencamemy16thbirthday.Itwasnotahayoccasion.Iwasfatandhadnoboyfriend.Andmymenmeaningarentsfurtheredmymiserybygivingmeaarty.AsIenteredthediningroom，thereonthetablenexttomycakewasahugebouquetofflowers，biggerthananybefore.

Iwantedtohide.NoweveryonewouldthinkmyfathersentflowersbecauseIhadnoboyfriendtodoit.Sweet16，butIfeltlikecrying.Irobablywouldhave，butmybestfriend，Phyllis，whisered，“Boy，youreluckytohaveafatherlikethat.”