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Theysayabsoluteowercorrutsabsolutely。Itsuredidinmycase。Iletalltheowergotomyhead。Myego，myarroganceandmyridewereoutofcontrol。Ibeganseakingdowntoeole，demandingtheylistentomebecauseIthoughtIknewwhatwasbest。MyfriendsandsuorterstriedtocommunicatetomethatIhadchanged，thatIwasabusingmyosition，butIwasntlistening。
Itwasntlongbeforetheveryeolewhohadbelievedinmyresidencybegantoturnagainstme。ButIstillwasntayingattention。Itookmyobsessionwithowertosuchanextreme。APublicconflictwiththefemaleviceresidentoenedthefloodgatesforotherswhowereusetwithme。Itbecameabloodbath。Whatstartedoutasawonderfullyenrichingexerience，orsoIthought，suddenlyturnedintooneofmyworstnightmares。“ZatheSa!”osterswouldsoonbeeverywhereoncamus。
WhenIrealizedIhadmadeamistake，itwastoolate。Mywholeworldcollased。IhadneverfeltsomuchainandsadnessinmylifeasIdidthen。TherewasI，oneofthemost-likedguysoncamus，owerfulandmakingadifference，untilmyegotookoveranddestroyedeverything。
Afriendofminesaid，“Whenamanlooksintotheabyssandnothingisstaringback，thatiswhenhefindshistruecharacter。”Iwasemtyandemotionallybankrut。Iwasatthebottomandhadnowhereelsetogobutu。Ibegantorebuild。Iaologizedtoacouleofdie-hardsuorters，whoforwhateverreasondidnotquitonme，andaskedthemtoforgivemeforallthewrongdoingIhadcommitted。Theyacceted。ItoldthemIwasgoingtofightthisrecallelection。Iwasntjustgoingtorolloverandaccetdefeat。
Thecamuswasinanuroar。EverydaythenewsaerhadanarticleorlettertotheeditorsayingwhatabigjerkIwas。SoIwentbackouttothecamuslawnandbeganexlainingtothestudentsthattheallegationsweretrue。Ihadlettheowergettomyheadandabusedmyosition。IromisedthatIhadlearnedmylessonandthatIwasnotdoneservingthestudents。Iwantedtobuildacoffeehouseonthecamus，onlythesecondofitskindinthestate。Iwantedtobuilditnearthefineartsareaandhavethetheaterdeartmentdoone-actlays，themusicdeartmenterformconcertsandtheseechdeartmentreciteoetrythere。Ithoughttomyself，leasedonotrecallme。Iamnotdoneyet。
IamnotsureifIwouldhavebeenrecalledornot，but，byastrokeofmagicordivineintervention，summercame。ThechargesweredroedandIstayedinoffice。
Thenextsemester，Ihadachancetobeginagain。AsIaroachedmymissiontobuildthecoffeehouse，Iwasmuchmorehumble。IwantedtoshowthecamusandmyselfthatIwasworthyofmyosition。IhadneverbuiltacoffeehousebeforeanddidntreallyknowwhatIwasdoing，soIaskedeveryoneforhel。Iaskedthestudents，myadvisor，thegoverningboardandthecollegeresident。
IusedtothinkthatIhadtoretendtoknowwhatIwasdoing，thatIhadeverythingundercontrolandthatIwasincharge。Itwasthatkindofthinkingthatgotmeintotroubleinthefirstlace。Now，IwasfindingthattheeasiestwaytogainothereolesresectwastoadmittothemwhatIdidnotknow。Iwasshocked。Itwasmynotknowing，myhumility，andmywillingnesstoaskothersforhelthatwasmakingmewininmynewendeavor。
Ifinishedmytermasresident。Intheend，theteamthatIhaduttogetherraisedover$125，000andwebuiltacoffeehousethatisstillthereelevenyearslater。
