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IhurriedintothelocaldeartmentstoretograbsomelastminuteChristmasgifts。Ilookedatalltheeoleandgrumbledtomyself。IwouldbeinhereforeverandIjusthadsomuchtodo。Christmaswasbeginningtobecomesuchadrag。IkindawishedthatIcouldjustsleethroughChristmas。ButIhurriedthebestIcouldthroughalltheeoletothetoydeartment。OnceagainIkindofmumbledtomyselfatthericesofallthesetoys,andwonderedifthegrandkidswouldevenlaywiththem。Ifoundmyselfinthedollaisle。OutofthecornerofmyeyeIsawalittleboyabout5holdingalovelydoll。
Hekettouchingherhairandheheldhersogently。Icouldnotseemtohelmyself。Ijustketlookingoveratthelittleboyandwonderedwhothedollwasfor。Iwatchedhimturntoawomanandhecalledhisauntbynameandsaid,“AreyousureIdonthaveenoughmoney?”Shereliedabitimatiently,“Youknowthatyoudonthaveenoughmoneyforit。”Theaunttoldthelittleboynottogoanywherethatshehadtogoandgetsomeotherthingsandwouldbebackinafewminutes。Andthenshelefttheaisle。Theboycontinuedtoholdthedoll。
AfterabitIaskedtheboywhothedollwasfor。Hesaid,“ItisthedollmysisterwantedsobadlyforChristmas。ShejustknewthatSantawouldbringit。”ItoldhimthatmaybeSantawasgoingtobringit。Hesaid,“No,Santacantgowheremysisteris……IhavetogivethedolltomyMammatotaketoher。”Iaskedhimwherehissisterwas。Helookedatmewiththesaddesteyesandsaid,“ShewasgonetobewithJesus。MyDaddysaysthatMamaisgoingtohavetogobewithher。”
Myheartnearlystoedbeating。Thentheboylookedatmeagainandsaid,“ItoldmyDaddytotellMamanottogoyet。ItoldhimtotellhertowaittillIgotbackfromthestore。”ThenheaskedmeifIwantedtoseehisicture。ItoldhimIwouldloveto。Heulledoutsomeictureshedhadtakenatthefrontofthestore。Hesaid,“IwantmyMammatotakethiswithhersoshedoesnteverforgetme。IlovemyMamasoverymuchandIwishshedidnothavetoleaveme。ButDaddysaysshewillneedtobewithmysister。”
Isawthatthelittleboyhadloweredhisheadandhadgrownsoquiet。WhilehewasnotlookingIreachedintomyurseandulledoutahandfulofbills。Iaskedthelittleboy,“Shallwecountthatmoneyonemoretime?”Hegrewexcitedandsaid,“Yes,Ijustknowithastobeenough。”SoIsliedmymoneyinwithhisandwebegantocountit。Ofcourseitwaslentyforthedoll。Hesoftlysaid,“ThankyouJesusforgivingmeenoughmoney。”Thentheboysaid,“IjustaskedJesustogivemeenoughmoneytobuythisdollsoMamacantakeitwithhertogivetomysister。Andheheardmyrayer。IwantedtoaskhimforenoughtobuymyMamaawhiterose,butIdidntaskhim,buthegavemeenoughtobuythedollandaroseformyMama。Sheloveswhiterosessomuch。”InafewminutestheauntcamebackandIwheeledmycartaway。
IcouldnotkeefromthinkingaboutthelittleboyasIfinishedmyshoinginatotallydifferentsiritthanwhenIhadstarted。AndIketrememberingastoryIhadseeninthenewsaerseveraldaysearlieraboutadrunkdriverhittingacarandkillingalittlegirlandtheMotherwasinseriouscondition。Thefamilywasdecidingonwhethertoremovethelifesuort。Nowsurelythislittleboydidnotbelongwiththatstory。
TwodayslaterIreadintheaerwherethefamilyhaddisconnectedthelifesuortandtheyoungwomanhaddied。Icouldnotforgetthelittleboyandjustketwonderingifthetwoweresomehowconnected。Laterthatday,IcouldnothelmyselfandIwentoutandboughtsomewhiterosesandtookthemtothefuneralhomewheretheyoungwomanwas。Andthereshewasholdingalovelywhiterose,thebeautifuldoll,andtheictureofthelittleboyinthestore。Ileftthereintears,theirlifechangedforever。Thelovethatlittleboyhadforhislittlesisterandhismotherwasoverwhelming。Andinaslitsecondadrunkdriverhadriedthelifeofthatlittleboytoieces。
我匆匆走進了當地一家百貨商店,想抓緊聖誕節前的最後幾分鐘搶購一些聖誕禮物,看到熙熙攘攘的人羣,我鬱悶極了。看樣子我要一直待在這兒了,可還有好多事情等着我呢。我甚至想用睡覺將這永無休止的聖誕節打發掉。可我不得不穿過人流,擠到玩具部去。看到玩具上的標價,我不禁自言自語:這是給小孩子玩的嗎?站在玩具專櫃前,無意間我瞥見一個五歲左右的小男孩,手裏正擺弄着一個可愛的玩具娃娃。