父親兒子和我 y father y n yelf (第1/7頁)
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MyfatherstilllooksremarkablylikeIrememberhimwhenIwasgrowingu:hairfull,bodytrim,facetanned,eyesshar。Whatsdifferentishisgentlenessandatience。Ihadrememberedneitherasaboy,andIwonderedwhichofushadchanged。
MysonMatthewandIhadflowntoArizonaforavisit,andhis67-year-oldgrandfatherwastuninguhisguitartolayfortheboy。“Youknow‘Oh,GiveMeaHomeWheretheBuffaloRoam?”myfatherasked。
Allthewhile,four-year-oldMatthewwasbouncingonthecouch,furtivelystrummingtheguitarhewasntsuosedtotouchandtalkingincessantly。
WhenIwasaboy,myfatherwasntaroundmuch。Heworkedsevendaysaweekasamilkman。ButevenatworkhewasthetaskmasterinabsentiaInfractionswereaddedu,andatnighthedisensedunishment,thoughrarelybeyondathreateningvoiceorascoldingfinger。
Desiteourfathersonstruggles,Ineverdoubtedmyfatherslove,whichwasourlifelinethroughsomerettyroughtimes。Therearelentyofwarmmemories-heandIonthecouchwatchingTVtogether,walkingagravelroadinCrete,Ill。,atdusk,ridinghomeinacar,singing“RedRiverValley。”
Hehadthiswayofsmilingatme,thiswayoftossingabackhandedcomliment,lettingmeknowhewasroudofmeandmyachievements。Hewasaruggedteaser,anditwasduringhisteasingthatIalwayssensedhisgreatunsokenlove。WhenIwasolder,Iwouldunderstandthatthisishowmanymenshowaffectionwithoutacknowledgingvulnerability。AndIimitatedhiswayofsaying“Iloveyou”bytellinghimhisnosewastoobigorhistiestoougly。
“Itsnotwhatamansays,butwhathedoesthatcounts。”hewouldsay。Wordsandemotionsweresusect。Hewenttoworkeveryday,herotectedme,hetaughtmerightfromwrong,hemademetoughinmindandsirit。Itwasourbond。Itwasourbarrier。
ItwasonlyafterhavingaboyofmyownthatIbegantothinkalotabouttherelationshibetweenfathersandsonsandtosee-andtounderstand-myownfatherwithremarkableclarity。